so i had a bit of a mommy melt-down tonight. ok. so it was a big melt down. i was beyond my wit's end with the kids - and hubs made a stupid comment about my parenting skills (which i find completely laughable, since he's never around, physically or mentally, to parent these boys). i lost it - threw the non-lethal kitchen utensil i had in my hands at the time directly at his head, and tore out of the house. after a good crying jag in the car, where my mommy guilt took over, i opened the windows, cranked the radio, and drove till i found a place to stop. i came to the rhode island portion of pachaug state forest (i visit the ct side on a